Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2009

This year i am doing my final project of diploma program in UniMAP. Actually i was very busy with that project. Because of it, i have to go back to KL to buy some electronics components at Jalan Pasar during the Hari Raya holidays. I was very flush about that, because i have many works have not done. Then i know that if i go back to KL, i am sure my work won't done even one. But i still want to go back. i went to the KL, searched all the components in Jalan Pasar. After that went back to Karak. i was very happy, because my mother had cooked a lot of food for me. she very love me. i also very love her.
the next day is hari raya, i had made appointment with Amir and Ustaz Hamizi on the second day of Hari Raya. Lai Kuan, Gian Tow and me had went to the Amir's house. We talked a lot of topics about the our study life in form five and eat a many of Malay raya food. Such as lemang, daging rendang and nasi impit. i was very enjoy the situation. i was thinking back our happy time in form five. that was great.....awesome.

The third day of hari raya, i went to the Ustaz Hamizi's house alone. i was very shame actually, because i don't know whether he want to meet me or not. So i had preparing to leave. But that was out of my thought, i went to his house there was not poeple there. Only his brother and his wife only, and he just finished his breakfast.
i went in and sat down at the dinner table, his wife was taking out all the food came out and asked me to finish them. I was chatting with Ustaz Hamizi and the same time i was eating. He had asked me a fews comman questions, i was very happy because i felt that i had closed to him. i told him a lot of my event in UniMAP. he also had told me about his events, he was very friendly and kind. i think that's why i like to talk with him.
Finally i asked him do he knows why i always find and like to talk with him. he said he don't know, so i told him about my first impression about him since i was form 2. i looking at him while i was telling him my story. i was telling him about my result, and how i learn Bahasa Malaysia. i think he was touching about my story. because of him i am can entered the UnMAP. Actually he was not doing anything to me. He just serve me when i meet him. After i told him my story, he become more close with me.

Long time ago i was thinking to become his adopted son, because i feel he will take care of me. But now i grow up, i think if i become his adopted son sure very shameness. i told him i want to become his friend. i think that is more easier to him to accept.

He bought a new car, Nissan Livina. it is a big car and vert expensive. of course he salary sure very high. But i didn't ask about his car, that is his private. i wish i can close to him like his family member.

End of forth semester diploma unimap 2009.

2nd May 2009, i am very happy and excited because i already finished my final exam of my forth semester. But i feel very regret too, because i did not do well in this semester. i did a lot of mistakes and careless, while this semester was starting, i can not fully concentrate to my study. I don't know why suddenly i am became like that. That's OK, actually this is not the first. While i was form one, i also do like that what. But i don't know why i did not care my results at that time.

May be my still not mature and still can not catch out what is the importance of study. i feel i had change a lot, but i still don't know i have changed to good or bad. i hope my changes won't hurt my family and my friends...

Haiz..never mind.. i have to accept it... experince for yesterday, work for today and hope for tomorrow. i still have other two semester need to continues and i want tell myself i will do my best in next semesmter...good luck Kam Mun Haw...you can do it...